Its been a while since I was really active in regards to my journals and my profile -
I have decided to grab the bull by the nuts and just do EVERYTHING all at once
Why the feathers not hey?

It is somewhat amazing the form angels can take and even more so the importance of often the quite simple message they bring
Some of you who know me probably know I am the lady of dark thinking and somewhat the poster child for pessimism - especially recently.
At the very center and apex of this is the simplest of facts, being I have absolutely NO confidence in myself. In almost any aspect of my life -
I am 23 and nothing close to where I wanted to be in life. This I suppose could be of my own self destructive masochistic doing -
This quite frankly sucks!

So back to my Angel, German I think was the thick accent of this petit elderly lady, on the train from Macarthur to Campbelltown last Tuesday. She struck up a conversation with me, somewhat generic and not that interesting, she asked about the suitcase which I had with me and if I was travelling.. The conversation touched on travel and my getting married and life in general it really wasnt a grand eventful moment at all but she did say something in that sweet lil accent unable to produce a 'w'
"You have your head screwed on in the right place for such a young person, you'll do ok"
And for some reason I didnt reject the thought.

So now where am I?
Currently I am studying, at the moment Alterations, next year I am taking up leather working, suiting/semi tailoring garments and continuing the professional speciality course in formal wear and corsetry moving into lingerie over the last 100 years up to modern lingerie construction techniques.

I am also self teaching Herbal remedies and ancient cures. Irish Gaelic. And general Celtic mythology.

I am finally going to get my ABN and I am setting up an alterations and dressmaking business out of home to assist in funding my design label which I am also getting off my ass about

Yes! I am still going to be available for modelling , in fact probably more than usual- this brings me to the portfolio renovation, I am culling my portfolio down to my best work - if you have an opinion of what this might be I would love to hear it ... and I will be making available and posting 1 month in advanced some dates I am going to keep free to book shoots on if you would like to make an impression on what one of these dates might be then let me know 4 weeks in advanced. Prior to posting the dates.

Everything should be worked out into a routine again in the next few weeks


And of cause over the next 13 months I will be planning a wedding and a big trip round the UK and Europe where I will hopefully still get the chance to model with interesting people.