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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 6:39 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
THE OTHER SIDE

It was somewhat inevitable that spending soo much time in front of the camera I would one day pick it up – actually I used to love photography and took it in school , before fashion became my focus . Anyway I have a camera , my pop bought me when I was 11 ..
what I want tho is a NEW camera , still affordable , digital, a brand and model that is good for starting out on, something that will be good mostly for landscapes and city shots and other outdoor things while we are travelling. For those of you who have met Rhys you’d probably realise he is rather interested in shoots not just from a ‘go and watch my nude fiancée on a rock’ perspective .. he is growing rather curious about photography and I think he has a good eye and I want to buy him a camera ! (that of cause I can use too, and we can take with us to europe )

*takes breath*
Any suggestions or warnings, tips, tricks and advice in choosing would be well considered and appreciated
?


SHOOTS


o I shot with :iconsydney-leek: on the 14th where we were stalked by a police helicopter for some time before I found myself bound to a tree branch..good day!
Check out his gallery for images from the day


o I shot with :iconandre-j: at Wentworth falls which was an absolutly beautiful day to be caught under a water fall and a refreshing change from what i have been doing .
check out some of the shots in Andy's gallery

I do believe Andy and I will be going back to the falls in the next few months, so stay tuned !!

o Recently I had the pleasure of working with the lovely :iconp0isonphotography: on a promotional poster for 'Theatre of Blood', the makeup was amazing fun, what with getting my throat slit and all , and the poster turned out great! Hope to work with her again soon on some of her own stuff.

if you can make it to a night you should go it is rather funny in parts!

THINGS TO COME
December i will be doing a shoot with :iconshownv:

I am also looking forward to a moonscape shoot early December

getting :icontozzistyles: back in front of the camera 11 months after having her baby boy. With a Selene wrap shoot and hopefully a waterfall shoot

Elizabeth bathory shoot is still something, more than ever having plaied with blood makeup ,i am interested in doing for anyone out there who wants to invest in the development of such work. can check previous journal for details under "shoot idea"



BARE BACK AUCTION

DONT FORGET
Around end of march to end june 2010 i will FINALLY be getting my tattoo.
It's large and will effectivly change my look especially in nudes and has been a long time coming dew to funds lacking. it is going to be a wedding present from Rhys.

in light of this big change in the visual appeal of my body
I am auctioning off my last Tattooless Photoshoot. an all day anything you want photoshoot being the last ever to shoot my inkless flesh before i am out of commition for any flesh baring photos until the piece is completed to satisfaction !

bidding for the oppertunity to be the Last ever to shoot with me untattooed, will close 1st Feb 2010 and the winning photographer anounced, photoshoot will then beorganised for a time around Feb-March

as mentioned above i will then be unavaliable to shoot any nude, Implied nude, Lingerie, or any style that exposes my back, sides and hips for around 3 months while my tattoo is in progress and being completed . i am hopeing that the piece will be complete for by july

which brings me to auction number 2, Inked, making avaliable the very FIRST photoshoot (and posted photographs, as i will not put any up untill shot) with my tattoo!
bidding for the second auction will also close 1st Feb and be organised for around june july just after tattoo completion and healing

i split these two shoots up rather than offering them as a package as i believe most of you will rather one than the other.

the time frame gives everyone a good oppertunity to concider the shoots

remember to indicate which of the shoots you are interested in bidding for
colin , mentioned a point of interest reguarding travel. providing the cost of travel is covered i will travel interstate to the shoot- as long as you dont mind putting me up for the night and returning me to the airport !
GOOD LUCK!!

the tattoo:
for peoples interest my tattoo will be celtic style swirl pattern that flows along the contours of my body starting on my side ribs at the outside and under of my breasts tracing down my sides and around to my lower back and hips while also continuing over my side hips and and into the dip created by my hip banes in the front, around the rounding line of my stomach. center back is to be a matching style dragonfly that runs down my spine wiuth the wings reaching to each side design sitting just at the bottom of my shoulderblades. within the line work of the swirl hidden throughout there will be three ravens formed and some other symbold like the goddess in triplace and the phases of the moon . a soft flowing and delicate style without being too messy or busy.


LAST BARE BACK

the bid is at $500 with :icond-eye:

FIRST INKKED

opening bid at $500 with :icond-eye:


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Journal Entry: Sun Aug 30, 2009, 10:12 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
Shoots


Recently:
i had the plasure of working with the lovely :iconp0isonphotography: on a promotional poster for 'Theatre of Blood', the makeup was amazing fun and hope to work with her again soon.


if you can make it to a night you should go it is rather funny in parts!

Photoshoots:
1)i shot with :iconandre-j: at Wentworth falls which was an absolutly beautiful day to be caught under a water fall and a refreshing change from what i have been doing .
check out some of the chots in Andy's gallery


2) i shot with :iconsydney-leek: on the 14th where we were stalked by a police helicopter for some time before i found myself bound to a tree branch


3)come December i will be doing a shoot with :iconshownv:
4) looking at getting :icontozzistyles: back infront of the camera 11 months after having her baby boy.

hope to get back in the waterfalls and do a lot more shooting before the new year



Bare Back Auction

DONT FORGET
Around end of march to end june 2010 i will FINALLY be getting my tattoo.
It's large and will effectivly change my look especially in nudes and has been a long time coming dew to funds lacking. it is going to be a wedding present from Rhys.

in light of this big change in the visual appeal of my body
I am auctioning off my last Tattooless Photoshoot. an all day anything you want photoshoot being the last ever to shoot my inkless flesh before i am out of commition for any flesh baring photos until the piece is completed to satisfaction !

bidding for the oppertunity to be the Last ever to shoot with me untattooed, will close 1st Feb 2010 and the winning photographer anounced, photoshoot will then beorganised for a time around Feb-March

as mentioned above i will then be unavaliable to shoot any nude, Implied nude, Lingerie, or any style that exposes my back, sides and hips for around 3 months while my tattoo is in progress and being completed . i am hopeing that the piece will be complete for by july

which brings me to auction number 2, Inked, making avaliable the very FIRST photoshoot (and posted photographs, as i will not put any up untill shot) with my tattoo!
bidding for the second auction will also close 1st Feb and be organised for around june july just after tattoo completion and healing

i split these two shoots up rather than offering them as a package as i believe most of you will rather one than the other.

the time frame gives everyone a good oppertunity to concider the shoots

remember to indicate which of the shoots you are interested in bidding for
colin , mentioned a point of interest reguarding travel. providing the cost of travel is covered i will travel interstate to the shoot- as long as you dont mind putting me up for the night and returning me to the airport !
GOOD LUCK!!

the tattoo:
for peoples interest my tattoo will be celtic style swirl pattern that flows along the contours of my body starting on my side ribs at the outside and under of my breasts tracing down my sides and around to my lower back and hips while also continuing over my side hips and and into the dip created by my hip banes in the front, around the rounding line of my stomach. center back is to be a matching style dragonfly that runs down my spine wiuth the wings reaching to each side design sitting just at the bottom of my shoulderblades. within the line work of the swirl hidden throughout there will be three ravens formed and some other symbold like the goddess in triplace and the phases of the moon . a soft flowing and delicate style without being too messy or busy.


bare back

the bid is at $500 with :icond-eye:

Inked

opening bid at $500 with :icond-eye:


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Stuff

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 8, 2009, 9:48 PM
  • Mood: Affection
Need a Favor

i need a photographer ,
i am looking to book a studio shoot for my future sister in law, Eveleen .
in a month or two she would like to have some sexy but tastful photos of her self (that can still be shown to people) taken as a sort of rediscovery of a forgoten self -
she asked if i could help .
i was hoping that i could arange a trade for time that i'll be avaliable for whatever shoot the photographer might want to try , in return for shooting Eveleen and providing her with the photos and possibly getting some prints for her done -
if anyone is interested in helping me out please contact me . i'll be showing her examples of your work too so she can chose who she'd like to go to.
any questions just ask

Eveleen is an absolutly beautiful person who has been through some really tough times. i would like to help make her feel beautiful, sexy, confident and like herself again.

thanks

what do you think

if you are interested ; starting at the early days of my portfolio -
i am interested in peoples opinions as to weather or not i should keep the images as part of my refined modelling portfolio - or even what i am lacking in.




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DA profile reno

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 2, 2009, 9:30 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
what is about.


Its been a while since I was really active in regards to my journals and my profile -
I have decided to grab the bull by the nuts and just do EVERYTHING all at once
Why the feathers not hey?

It is somewhat amazing the form angels can take and even more so the importance of often the quite simple message they bring
Some of you who know me probably know I am the lady of dark thinking and somewhat the poster child for pessimism - especially recently.
At the very center and apex of this is the simplest of facts, being I have absolutely NO confidence in myself. In almost any aspect of my life -
I am 23 and nothing close to where I wanted to be in life. This I suppose could be of my own self destructive masochistic doing -
This quite frankly sucks!

So back to my Angel, German I think was the thick accent of this petit elderly lady, on the train from Macarthur to Campbelltown last Tuesday. She struck up a conversation with me, somewhat generic and not that interesting, she asked about the suitcase which I had with me and if I was travelling.. The conversation touched on travel and my getting married and life in general it really wasnt a grand eventful moment at all but she did say something in that sweet lil accent unable to produce a 'w'
"You have your head screwed on in the right place for such a young person, you'll do ok"
And for some reason I didnt reject the thought.

So now where am I?
Currently I am studying, at the moment Alterations, next year I am taking up leather working, suiting/semi tailoring garments and continuing the professional speciality course in formal wear and corsetry moving into lingerie over the last 100 years up to modern lingerie construction techniques.

I am also self teaching Herbal remedies and ancient cures. Irish Gaelic. And general Celtic mythology.

I am finally going to get my ABN and I am setting up an alterations and dressmaking business out of home to assist in funding my design label which I am also getting off my ass about

Yes! I am still going to be available for modelling , in fact probably more than usual- this brings me to the portfolio renovation, I am culling my portfolio down to my best work - if you have an opinion of what this might be I would love to hear it ... and I will be making available and posting 1 month in advanced some dates I am going to keep free to book shoots on if you would like to make an impression on what one of these dates might be then let me know 4 weeks in advanced. Prior to posting the dates.

Everything should be worked out into a routine again in the next few weeks


And of cause over the next 13 months I will be planning a wedding and a big trip round the UK and Europe where I will hopefully still get the chance to model with interesting people.


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shoot idea

Thu Apr 2, 2009, 6:08 AM
:iconandre-j: photo ' painted with light ' has been used as a refrence for :iconsolidevo: drawing
check it out

in adition to the below proposed project of a 'CONTESS ELIZABETH BATHORY' set
i was thinking about doing a vibrent but morbid- very theatrical 'DARK FAIRY TALES' series ,in an almost McFarlane style , the grusem truth behind the bed time stories, mixed a lil bit with the adult fantasy version.

also i was thinking these sets would be good to submit to a site like Zivity,
or make a good coffeetable book or 2010/or/2011 calender

ANYONE interested in hopping on board for these or the Bathory shoot let me know and i will start to organise it -also any prefered avilable days or times in the month where we can create a consistant working schedual would be good. i think i would like to keep a consistancey in style of photography or styling/make up for the sets

CONTESS
Somewhere in the middle of my increasingly busy life i would like to produce a set of images -
offering a TF* opportunity to any photographers, MUA, Models(female- sorry boys)interested
i am going to source along with sew the costume and styling for the idea myself so the shoot may take a couple months to plan -
in short i would like to portray the true darkness within women driven by the fear of aging sporned by social expectations and rejection, an age old coldness. A somewhat metaphorical display of the horrors we perform under the siege of jealousy. and a tribute the birth mother of Vampires!

have you ever heard the saying " behind every great man the is an even greater woman"
well here i would like to draw attention to the case of the historical and mythological characters of Dracula. for behind this truly horrific dark man there is an even darker more ruthless woman ..COUNTESS ELIZABETH BATHORY -who according to her own journal had killed 650 maidens for the sake of her vanity, before her arrest in 1610, where she was committed to solitary confinement in the tower of her own castle for the rest of her life. she is the truth behind the fable of the vampire Dracula, while parts of Bram Stokers 1897 "Dracula' image is believed to be borrowed from her cousin 'vlad the impaler' his crimes are nothing compared to the Turkish countesses, the characters unholy bloodlust belongs to a woman.
..i will save the other details of her story, however, for the unveiling of the shoot -

the shoot will be somewhere around historically based, macabre, fetish ,with some satirical current social knees to the nuts, as a not too modernised well hidden display of female nature at its gory core

i will need :
1. somewhere really awesome to set up a bath, dungeon, and bed - all which are able to become
stomach-turningly 'blood soaked'.
2. some enviably beautiful maidens, able to play virginal(or try)
3. a MUA with a twisted sense of drama - possibly a blood assistant.
4. a PHOTOGRAPHER who doesn’t mind spending the day with some freeked up bloody women

i would really value the input and creative expression of all interested in, and involved in the Bathory shoot

  • Mood: Optimism

should i give up modeling ? 

91%
269 deviants said no
4%
13 deviants said leaving a comment
4%
11 deviants said yes
1%
3 deviants said not like you model much anyway

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